I am living in dreams from last few weeks, life seems to be perfect for me, heard some good news, had blast with friends, parties, new friends, witnessed great cricket match and the best part of the dream was a gal, who made me feel special, most of my time in this dream was spend with her, we had “a” fun, was part of each other’s life, use to chat almost whole day, was always be present whenever 1 needed the other. If one get upset the other bring smile to him/her. Everything was “purfect”. But life and luck always have different plans.
I got carried away with this dream which made me forget that life can never be so perfect, and witnessed the turning point of this dream, now this dream is not that perfect and its getting worst and it’s time for me to wake up!! I need to wake up before things started getting worst and this sweet and cute dream of my turns to be sad one. So I have decided to stay away from this dream now. Just hope that gal in my dream always remain happy and always keep smiling. I hope she understand that I have to wake up and leave her, it’s nothing like that that I don’t want to be with her or spend time with her, I jus want that this dream holds the same sweetness and cuteness which it had at the beginning. I always want to jus hold sweet memory of that gal throughout my life and I don’t want any bitterness in this dream or in my memory.
I am not going leave this dream forever; jus need a break and wake up and get rid of the bitterness. And once I am sure there is no bitterness in dream or memory or in my memory I would like to return to that gal as a friend and remain her friend for rest of life. I know she will understand the reason why? And she also knows no matter I will be same even if its take too long for me. Even if she meet me after her marriage and with her kids she is the same gal for me, my respect and love for her remains the same. I will always be there for her whenever she is lonely or feel low or whenever she needs my help. She knows where to find me and how to contact me.
There is no point discussing why and what went wrong? May be communication gap for not possessing BB or whatever the reason it is, I have accepted the fact and now I can deal with it. Hope she respect my decision in same manner I respect her decision. All I wish now is Last Hug and Last kiss from her. But I don’t think I am that lucky. Hope she always remains happy in life and always keep smiling, as what I want is her smile in order to be happy!!
All I have with me is this dream as a memory which will always remain with me. Love you and will always do!! Take Care!! Sometime you need to let other go for their and own happiness!! :)Time to wake up Now and for some fresh sunshine Hope I come back to this dream soon.:)
With Lots and Lots of Love.
Kunal aka Kunti aka Pokes aka Chotli baba
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